Sin Like the Devil (HARROWDEAN MANOR #1) by J. Rose EPUB & PDF– eBook Details Online
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RIPLEY
PUNCHING BAG – SET IT OFF
Ten Years Earlier
BIPOLAR DISORDER IS A FUCKING BITCH.
Shit, sorry. I meant that to come out better. More hopeful, maybe? But
you don’t need me to do that. There are plenty of others who write articles
for mental health blogs and wear their stability as a badge of honour.
Fuck. Okay, too dark.
Let me start again. My brain has zero filter before a minimum of three
macchiatos, and I haven’t had caffeine since the day I was taken into
custody. Like a simple fucking coffee is going to make us any crazier? I’ve
never heard such crap.
Anyway, I’ll amend my statement since we’re just talking between
friends here. You can handle God’s honest truth, right?
Bipolar disorder is a motherfucking cunt.
Better?
Awesome.
Don’t get me wrong… The highs are high. Feverishly so. In those bright,
otherworldly periods, you become a deity-like figure of supreme power and
excellence. A god with all the power and almighty importance such a role
would entail.
Those are the good times that doctors don’t like to advertise. When they
talk about bipolar, they make it sound bad to be so high, you believe that
your eyeballs are two giant marshmallows in your head, just waiting to be
melted over a campfire.
But the lows?
They’re the real kicker.
I once read that when technical divers go deep into the ocean, they have
to take several decompression stops on the way back up to prevent
themselves from being paralysed by the pressure that’s built within their
body. That’s what the lows feel like to me.
Total paralysis.
The weight of the whole world is pressing down on you—crushing,
splintering, overtaking every breath until it feels like you’re attempting to
breathe fire rather than air. When that pressure builds, it’s impossible to
avoid the depressive stasis that follows.
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