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- Author Name: Mona kasten
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Lydia
James is drunk. Or drugged up. Or both.
He has not been properly responsive for three days. He doesn’t do anything, except have a kind of permanent party in our salon, empty one bottle of alcohol after the other and pretend that nothing has happened. I don’t understand how he can be like that. Apparently, he doesn’t care at all that our family is now finally in ruins.
“I think that’s his way of mourning.”
I look at Cyril from the side. He is the only one who knows what happened. I told him the night James got drunk at his party and made out with Elaine in front of Ruby. Someone had to help me bring James home without Percy or Dad knowing what condition he was in. Since our families are close friends, Cy and I have known each other since childhood. And even though Dad made me promise not to tell anyone about the Mum thing before the official press release, I know that I can trust him and that he keeps the secret to himself – even from Wren, Keshav and Alistair.
Without his help, I would not have made it through the last few days. He has persuaded Dad to leave James alone for a few days and made it clear to the other boys that they shouldn’t ask any questions for now. They stick to it, although I have the feeling that with each passing day it is harder for them to watch James destroy himself.
While my brother is doing everything he can to cloud his mind, I can only think about how things should go on for me now. My mum is dead. Graham’s mother died seven years ago. The little boy growing inside me will not have a grandma.
Seriously. That’s what’s going through my head in a continuous loop. Instead of grieving, I ponder the fact that my baby will never experience the embrace of a loving grandmother. What’s wrong with me?
But I can’t do anything about it. The thoughts in my head take on a life of their own – one follows the next until I finally sink into horror scenarios and get so afraid of the future that I can’t think of anything else.
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