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- Authors: Jillian West
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Melody
curl deeper into my bed and wrap the fuzzy blankets tighter around me.
My tiny apartment doesn’t have a nest, but my bedroom is small
enough that most of the time I can make do.
It’s strange, but I always make my own bird-style nest on top of my
mattress when it’s a tough day.
Today qualifies.
I’m not sure why I thought Ben might call or show up.
It’s only Valentine’s Day.
Then again, I haven’t seen my ex since Christmas, so I have no idea
why my system convinced me he’d show up to offer some grand romantic
gesture.
I don’t even want that, not really. Coming out of a ten-year-long
relationship is complicated.
I bury my face in the pillow and breathe through the tightness in my
chest. It’s really hard, but I’ll hate myself if I give into the loneliness.
I can’t count the number of times I’ve almost broken down and called
him. Part of me is desperate to tell him exactly what I think of him, which
isn’t much. The rest of me is still in love with the asshole. Being an omega
is ridiculous. He’s never treated me right, and yet my system craves his
acceptance and approval.
Growing up I was told that being an omega is a gift. Everyone went on
about how rare we are and how packs spend their entire life searching for
their omega, and when they find them, they love and cherish them above all
else.
What a load of crap.
I’ve never once felt loved or cherished.
But I did see the way the alphas at The Exchange in North Carolina
looked after their omegas.
It would be a blessing to find a relationship like that.
Being hung up on my ex is getting me exactly nowhere.
I know he’ll never be able to treat me like the alphas at The Exchange
did their omegas.
I’m pretty sure it’s because I didn’t demand it from the beginning, and
now it’s too late to go back.
This is why I have to start fresh. I wish The Exchange had found an
immediate opening for me. It would be way easier being there than it is
being here alone.
They didn’t have a spot for me, so they sent me back to Texas to wait
for a location to have a space open up. Initially I hoped to find a match
before heading to one of the franchise locations, but the closer I get to my
heat, the less likely that becomes.
At this point, I told them I’ll take any opening at any location, even if I
won’t have an initial match. Scent cards aren’t an exact science, and who
knows what might happen in person.
I’m not willing to risk going through a heat here at home.
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