MY DEAREST MACKENZIE BY RACHEL BLAUFELD EPUB & PDF – eBook Details Online
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- Authors: RACHEL BLAUFELD
- Language: English
- Genre: Contemporary romance
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My Dearest Mackenzie—
If you’re reading this…well then, you know. I’ve gone and crossed over
to the dark side.
I always was a fan of those movies…remember when you were younger,
and we went to see them in the theaters? Of course you do!
I know you’re probably upset with me, and I’m sorry I didn’t tell you
about the melanoma. Truly.
One day I was fine, and the next, I was dying. Honestly, I didn’t believe
Dr. Hall at first. And then I didn’t want to bother anyone. I’ve always felt
life is for the living, and there was no reason to interrupt everyone’s
regularly scheduled programming with sadness and worry.
There’s nothing more to say now (because I’m gone).
My one hope is that you won’t forget me. Please. I’m rambling, but one
thing is for certain: I never imagined leaving you this soon. When your
grandpa had a heart attack when you were ten, I figured I’d be a widow for
a long time, watching you grow older, fall in love, and maybe bring a little
one into the world yourself. I always believed I’d live to be a greatgrandmother!
Now that I’m gone, I want you to think about how I made you soup when
you were sick or homemade fried chicken fingers when you were sad. It was
a labor of love, and I hope you bring the same sort of compassion to your
own life and those who you hold close.
Remember going to an R-rated movie when your dad wouldn’t let you
see one? That was exhilarating and the type of excitement you should
assign to everyday doldrums.
Bend the rules, my dearest. Don’t let anyone tell you that you can’t do
something.
As I write this, I don’t know what it’s like up in the sky, but if it’s possible
to miss something or someone, you can be sure I miss you the most.
You, my dear grandson, were the bright spot in many of life’s bleary
moments. Being your grandmother was my greatest treasure. Sure, I love
your cousins, but you were my golden angel. My chance to do it all better,
correct the mistakes I made with your dad. We all know Susie wasn’t meant
to be molded, and I did the best I could with her, but your dad got caught up
in something he shouldn’t have. I don’t mean your mom; I mean my
baggage and me. It was me who haunted him. You won’t ever understand,
but I promise you—it was me.
As for Samantha, I wish your mom well, but her missing out on life with
you was a deficit she could never make up for in my mind. I wasn’t a
substitute, but I’m sure glad I was there for you. These are the experiences,
moments, and snippets I never would give up.
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