His Impossible Elf Mate (SWEETWATER PACK #4) by Jax Stuart EPUB & PDF – eBook Details Online
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- Authors: Jax Stuart
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- Genre: contemporary romance
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Axel
I couldn’t remember how I’d gotten here, or how long I’d spent in this…
space. Void. There was nothing there in the blank white expanse that
surrounded me apart from myself and my charcoal colored wolf.
For all of my twenty-seven years, my wolf had been with me. A constant
presence in my mind. A comfort in harder times and my fiercest protector.
All that I got from him at that moment was confusion and worry. His
bright silver-blue eyes darted around the space, watching, alert and wary.
Yet there was nothing there that he could fight. Nothing to protect me from.
We wrapped around each other, sharing memories and wishes in a way
we’d never done before. Giving each other comfort. My fingers in his fur.
For an unknowable amount of time, I got to know my wolf better than I
could have imagined. I’d never taken the time to know what my wolf
wanted from his life, always assuming that I would be in charge of our fate.
The longer we spent there, the more control that we had over it. Soon we
could broadcast our memories like movies, seeing three-dimensional
images in the brightly lit area.
I discussed our recollections with my wolf, allowing him to share his
version. Seeing the world from his point of view changed my perspective of
events.
Together, we watched our upbringing alongside our twin, Chase, and our
baby brother Blake. My heart ached for my twin. Where was he? Was he
sick, too?
My last memory had been of fever sickness, a weakness in my limbs and
bone crushing tiredness as I tried to console my brother, to reassure him I’d
be fine. Being unable to wake, to pull myself from this void, was not fine.
Chase had been sick too, but not nearly as bad off as me. I prayed to The
Luna that Chase was well and helping our Alpha, our brother, Blake, to run
things in my absence.
If he was sick, why wasn’t he here? All our lives, we’d shared everything.
Our wolf alters were also twins and my wolf worried for them as much as
for me.
In this place, we were powerless to do anything but remember or dream.
Once we had recalled all of our most precious and tragic memories,
recalling the birth of Blake and the death of our mother, we moved on to
our innermost wishes.
For what felt like a long time, I fought against letting out the deepest of
my desires. My secret wish that made my heart burn with bitter envy and
the bleakest feelings of grief for what I couldn’t have.
Eventually, I shared with my wolf what they had already known. I could
keep nothing from my wolf. After all, he knew my innermost soul. He had
been there since the beginning.
Together we grieved. He shared my pain and longing and sought to give
solace in the bond that we had. My wolf mourned with as much feeling as
me, since his wishes and mine matched. In most things, we agreed.
Another amount of time appeared to pass as we lay together, my head on
his stomach, his head resting on my chest.
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