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- Author: Luna Mason
- Language: English
- Genre: Billionaire Romance
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SIENNA
That’s it. Ten days is long enough for this pity party.
My tiny bedroom is shrouded in darkness thanks to the wonderful
invention of blackout blinds. I’m cocooned snuggly in my duvet,
surrounded by snotty tissues. The Salvator Brothers being the closest I’ve
come to human interaction. My life is just one disaster after another.
Ten days ago I walked in on my fiancé, now ex-fiancé, balls deep in
some leggy blonde as he bent her over the kitchen counter. My world was
crumbling as my heart shattered. He was too busy entertaining his guest to
notice me hurl my engagement ring at his head and storm out. I shudder at
the memory.
The persistent prick is obviously now racked with guilt, as despite being
blocked in every way possible, he continues to reach out.
During my ten days of avoiding sunlight and wallowing, the realization
dawned on me. My sadness wasn’t for Jamie cheating specifically. I think I
was in love with the idea of him, rather than truly him.
Maybe I am just unlovable. I sigh, tucking the duvet up even tighter
around my neck. Being abandoned by your own father and neglected by
your alcoholic mother doesn’t muster much for self-esteem. Something my
therapist and I are trying to hash out. Somehow, I’d let the illusion of love
and needing a man cloud my judgment. All I wanted was for someone to
show me I was enough.
I’ve spent my whole life caring for myself, before leaving my toxic
family home in London. At eighteen, I uprooted my life for a sociology
scholarship at Columbia University. That teenager I was then, with a spring
in my step, would be pissed to see me in this state now.
I snatch my phone off the bare nightstand, the light from it almost
blinding me. I have to blink through my teary eyes to focus. Twenty-four
missed calls and three texts. I rub my temples, trying to ease the pulsating
headache as I open up the latest onslaught of Jekyll and Hyde messages.
UNKNOWN
Babe, please call me back. I am so sorry. It is not what you
think.
Wow, I didn’t realize you could confuse watching his cock slide in and
out of another woman. This one almost makes me chuckle.
UNKNOWN
I need you, I miss you, please call me
UNKNOWN
You know you NEED me, just get over it
ME
Fuck OFF.
Rage jolts through me as I hurl my phone to the floor with a thud.
Tossing my head back with a huff against my pink fluffy pillows, the tears
are now free-flowing down my cheeks. I was so almost happy, with a good
steady paralegal job at a top 10 law firm in Manhattan. It just wasn’t my
dream job of working in social care. I had a fiancé. It wasn’t an allconsuming passion and love, but I felt safe. I knew something was missing.
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