Forever Mine by Hope Ford EPUB & PDF – eBook Details Online
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- Authors: Hope Ford
- Language: English
- Genre: Women’s Divorce Fiction
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Natalie
I’m surrounded by the heat from Beau’s body, and I want to burrow
deeper into him, but I don’t dare. I hope that he stays in bed a little
longer. My leg is over his, and my arm is over his chest, while my face is
buried into his neck. It’s like I’ve completely wrapped myself around him
sometime in the night, and now I don’t want to move.
It’s in our bedroom where he’s most open to any kind of intimacy. If I
start to move or shift in any way, he’ll find a reason to get out of bed and
start his day.
So I lie here quietly, taking small breaths, making no sudden
movements, and relishing the feel of him next to me.
I’m just hoping to get a few minutes of feeling his body next to mine.
This is when I feel the closest to him. This is one of the reasons that I stay.
It’s this side of him, behind closed doors when it’s just the two of us, that I
feel loved by my husband. Any other time, I feel like I’m a roommate or
even worse, sometimes a nuisance.
I take a deep breath, inhaling the woodsy scent of his aftershave that he
put on after his shower last night. I try to commit everything to memory.
The way he feels, the soft noises he makes in his sleep, the feel of his
stubble against my cheek.
Can I really give this up? Later today, when I’m wide awake and am
looking at the full picture, I know I will need to leave him. It’s time. Hell,
it’s way past time. But when we’re like this and with his hand on my back,
holding me to him like he can’t let me go, like he doesn’t want to let me go,
well, I’m not so sure my plan to leave is the right thing to do.
I know the instant he wakes up because his body becomes tense, and he
seems to hold his breath. I’m not ready for this to end. I need one last time
with him, even though I know it’s shitty. I know it makes me an ass to ask
him to make love to me when I know I’m asking him for a divorce later
today, but I need to feel his love one more time. I need to get lost in his
touch so I can carry it with me.
I slide my hand down his chest, past his belly and to the waistband of
his underwear. Goosebumps rise on his arms, and when I dip my hand into
his shorts, he grunts out my name. “Nat… argh.”
I smile against his neck and kiss him until he sucks in a breath and grips
me tighter. If this is going to be our last time together, I want to make it
good.
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