Fickle by Beau Brow EPUB & FDF – eBook Details Online
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- Author: Beau Brow
- Language: English
- Genre: Bisexual Romance
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I’d been branded as fickle since puberty.
I always loved flirting.
Luring an alpha in made me feel powerful. Desired.
I had no interest in procreating. I didn’t want or need an alpha
permanently. I didn’t take life too seriously. Not that I was shallow or
anything. I simply preferred not to get attached to many people. That was
probably why I liked being a flirt. Flirting kept people at arm’s length
emotionally. I liked it that way for the most part. If we clicked, I was able to
enjoy another person’s body without needing to connect to their heart or
mind. It wasn’t that I was coldhearted. I had emotions. I simply preferred
not to share them. The only person I was truly close to was my best friend,
Cabe.
Cabe was amazing.
Cabe had a plan. He’d always had a plan, even when we were kids.
We’d met in kindergarten. Even then, Cabe was careful. Organized. I’d
stack LEGOs and kick them down, but Cabe always built these amazing
structures. He’d spend hours creating LEGO fortresses, and I kept the other
kids away from them. That was how we became friends. I protected Cabe’s
LEGO masterpieces, and he’d share his Hostess cupcake with me at lunch.
We’re very different people with very different life philosophies. For
example, Cabe could never understand why I loved casual sex. I’d
explained it was a great way to have fun without all the messy
entanglements that come with emotions. His eyes glazed over with
confusion. It didn’t compute for him. But he didn’t judge me. He accepted
me as I was. Same way I accepted that he needed the comfort of a
relationship with the chicks he dated.
Well, chick. Singular. He’d really only ever had one real girlfriend.
Lydia. They’d met in college, and they’d been together since. I didn’t really
like Lydia. She definitely judged me. But that was all I’d say about that. I
didn’t have to date her, so I just kept my mouth shut and smiled when I was
around her. If Cabe wanted to be with Lydia, I’d support that. I wanted
Cabe happy. He said he loved her, but personally, I didn’t know if I believed
him. I didn’t think he loved Lydia. I think he was used to her. She was
familiar.
It was hard for me to imagine love lasting. I could admit I had major
trust issues. Cue violins, right? I had my reasons though. Because of my
dad, I’d basically shut down emotionally when I’d turned seventeen. I had
spent most of my childhood and adolescence trying to make my dad proud
of me.
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