My Unexpected Forever by Heidi McLaughlin EPUB & PDF – eBook Details
- Author: Heidi McLaughlin
- Genre: Drama & Plays, Contemporary Romance Fiction, Romance
- Publish Date: 2 September 2013
- Size: 2.2 MB
- Format: PDF / EPUB
- Status: Avail for Download
- Price: Free
THE music sheet doesn’t make any sense. I’ve been over it a hundred times or
more and it’s still all a blur. I know the lyrics and the beat, but everything I
put down is a mess. Liam is expecting something from me by the time band
practice starts in an hour, and I’m not going to be able to deliver. My mind is
consumed with thoughts of love and lust and there isn’t jack shit I can do
about it.
I rip my ears buds out and move away from my computer. I can’t do this,
not today. Not after seeing her last night. I hate that I can’t tell her how I feel.
I hate that when another man looks at her, I feel nothing but murderous rage.
I want to be the only one looking at her.
I’m a fool to think she wants me, with my full-sleeved tattoos and rocker
lifestyle. I know I can offer her more than those other men. A stable home,
financial security and a man who will worship and kiss the ground that she
walks on. But I’m not the one you can take home to mom or to the school
PTA meetings without being stared at. I know she doesn’t want that. Enough
people stare at her now.
I pull out a clean sheet of paper and write down more lyrics. More
touchy-feely shit that I wish I could tell her. Instead, I show up almost daily
with something to offer her; coffee, lunch, or a free lawn mowing job because
I can’t, for the life of me, get it through my head that I’m nothing more than
just a friend to her, and that’s all I’ll ever be.
I write down six words before tearing the paper up. I know why Liam
tasked me with putting the music down for these songs, but they’re mine. I
hadn’t planned on sharing them with the band. I think he’s trying to get back
at me for all those things I said about him falling in love when he returned
home for his buddy’s funeral. Now that it’s my turn, he’s sitting back and
laughing his ass off. I ought to write some heavy shit. The head pounding
scream-your-lungs-out shit that I sometimes think about. Either way, we need
new songs and we’ve all been taxed with producing something.
But no, that isn’t who we are. We’ve skyrocketed with Liam’s heartfelt
ballads and rocking personal stories that make women fall in love with us.
They all think we’re tortured souls and in need of companionship. Little do
they know that Liam has only written about one woman. Hell, even I didn’t
know about it until he upped and left Los Angeles for the quiet, mundane life
of Beaumont.
I can’t blame him. I’ve done the same thing. This is the best place to raise
Quinn. He’ll go to school with Noah, and when Liam and I have a gig, Josie
will take care of him. She’s really filled the role of mother for Quinn and for
that, I will forever be thankful to her. That and she gave my best friend a
whole new life and we’ve since had a string of number one hits, putting us
back at the top of the charts.
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