Favor Returned (HARVEY CO. BILLIONAIRES #1) by Hannah Allen EPUB & PDF – eBook Details Online
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- Authors: Hannah Allen
- Language: English
- Genre: contemporary romance
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Elena
Monte Carlo, Monaco
You know how they say everyone deals with grief or a loss
differently, and it affects them differently? Well that someone is not Reneè
because the only way she is celebrating her runaway moment after she was
being proposed to was booking tickets for her, and me to Monaco for two
weeks, and that includes paddock passes for the race on Sunday.
Affordable is the last word I would use to describe this trip because
we have been saving up for it since we became friends in our freshman year
of college, and now after many years of manifestation, we are finally in the
land of the magic and vroom vroom cars.
To be more specific, we are in Monte Carlo. We have been for the
last two weeks and it might be the trip of my life.
The only thing I do not like about this trip is that we have to take
the train from Nice to Monte Carlo every morning and evening because we
could not quite afford to book a hotel here. It’s too expensive.
Luckily, the train tickets only cost about five euros and we can go
back and forth without any problem.
But back to the first topic. Dealing with grief or more specific to
my situation, loss.
Over two months ago I finally called it quits with my boyfriend –
ex-boyfriend – Ben.
Benedict Dalton- His name sounds way better than he is, which will
forever be a mystery. I know it might seem weird to still be hung up on him
but I wasted four years on him and all through all of those, he was a selfish
asshole.
I could have left him earlier if I had realized it sooner (or rather
acted earlier).
Before I fell too hard for his bad, bad personality. But that is just
who I am. My mum sometimes tells me I have too many feelings and
should start learning to let go of someone. Otherwise, the only thing I will
ever feel is hurt and neglected even if I shouldn’t just because I don’t want
to let go of feelings.
I have gone to multiple therapists to help figure out why I tend to
overlook those things, but they couldn’t help me at all.
I still am a person with too many feelings. I cry easily. Most people
tell me I feel too much and while that might not be bad in some situations,
it can be draining day by day.
I have always had too many feelings.
It got worse when I started high school and I was diagnosed with
depression. Antidepressants didn’t help much either. The problem of feeling
too much is when I start to have an episode. I will cry uncontrollably for
hours with little to no end. Not until I feel like I have cried out everything I
have and there isn’t enough oxygen in my lungs.
I have struggled with anxiety since I got diagnosed when I was nine
and my apartment is a safe place where I can take out my frustration,
somewhere where no one can see me or so my therapist described it that
way.
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