Dolls & Douchebags by Madeline Fay EPUB & PDF – eBook Details Online
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- Authors: Madeline Fay
- Language: English
- Genre: contemporary romance
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Tillie
You would think that I would get used to the music, the lights, the smell
of spilled alcohol seeping through the dirty linoleum floors, and
smoke lingering in the air, but I never do. The smell still turns my
stomach with each small inhale. Luckily for me, the color of flashing strobe
lights across my face blind me from seeing anything beyond the stage,
making it almost bearable, and blocking out the view of eager men sitting
before me. Hoots and drunken clapping fill the space as dollar bills fall onto
the stage like confetti just as I jump up and grip the pole near the top with
both hands to perform a fireman spin. The back of my right leg clenches the
shiny, slippery metal as I swirl around seductively. My calf muscle burns
from the grip I have on the pole as I descend to the stage floor, my neck
arched back and my hair almost grazing the floor when I slide down slowly.
Just as Cardi B sings through the speakers ‘Oh he’s so handsome what’s
his name’, my long, slender legs touch the ground, ending the song in the
splits, my seven-inch platform stilettos glittering in the lights. Sweat coats
the back of my neck making my long, brown hair curl at the ends and all I
can hear is the ringing in my ears, my chest heaving after that grand finale.
“That’s right, baby! Shake that ass!” Some random guy shouts, laughing
when his friends make catcalls.
Faceless, drunken, rowdy strangers reach out to grab me with their
filthy hands but I’m already heading towards the stage exit in a slow stride.
The yearning to run always hits me hard after each time I’m on stage. If I
broke into a jog, it would get me attention I don’t want or need. Sometimes
I wish my body wasn’t curvy, that my five foot seven didn’t make my legs
look shapely and long. That my body would have stopped growing midteens, instead of growing breasts that drew every guys’ eyes there, and a
bubbly ass to make my Latina side stand out. Slightly big breasted, round
ass, slender waist, and legs for days brought me attention I have never
wanted. What it means to be a woman, the attention you get when you least
want it.
Jimmy, the money grabbing sleazeball, comes out of the darkened
corner left of the stage and has a broom in his hand to sweep up the rest of
the flying dollar bills when I am finally able to step off the platform behind
the curtain. I don’t bother collecting any of the money I’ve earned with my
body. It all just goes to the Joker’s club members, I never see a dime and am
only allowed the necessary items, like for instance the skimpy outfit I’m
wearing tonight or my tennis shoes that are being held together with duct
tape. I’m basically on display, lined up under the lights like a meat market
and it’s only a matter of time before I’m sold into the right greedy hands
that Payne approves of.
My hands shake uncontrollably as I step into the dressing room and
head right to the vanity just before my shaking legs collapse under me.
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