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Liliana
September – First Day of Class
I open my eyes and take a deep breath as I stare up at the ceiling. It is
finally the first day of school, and I have been waiting for it for so long.
Now that it is here, I am even more nervous than I thought possible.
I roll over and am met with blank walls. All my stuff is still in boxes
because the thought of putting my stuff away gives me anxiety. Whenever I
think things will work out for me, they never do, so for now, they will
remain in those boxes until I feel comfortable and know that things will stay
the same.
I look at the time, and it is almost time for me to get up and get ready to
go to class soon. I spent my high school years planning and preparing to go
off to college to get away from the life I was living, but now that I am here,
it is not what I thought it would be.
I think I had it in my head that going to college would allow me to start
over and be free, but it is just like it was in high school. I’m on the outside
looking in at everyone else. I have been on campus for three days, trying to
get used to everything, and everyone is already in their cliques. And once
again, I wish I could be like those other girls who are surrounded by men
wanting them, needing them.
That’s all I have ever wanted, but it has never happened, so I stick with
my books. It is a way for me to escape and pretend I am the main female
character so I can picture what it would be like to be desired—silly
fantasies coming from a girl who has never been kissed or touched by a
man.
It is not like I haven’t wanted it to happen, but the situation has never
presented itself. Maybe, just maybe, it will now. If anyone heard my
thoughts, they would see me for how pathetic I truly am, but I can’t be the
only one who has secret and hidden desires. Mine may never come true, but
I can dream. I can get lost in the dark romance books that have taken over
my dreams. At least in there, I can have what I want, what I have always
wanted; to be loved so deeply by another.
I’m not delusional enough to think that what I read in my
books actually happens in real life, but I can hope. You never know what
could happen. But then my mother’s voice rings through, reminding me,
who would want a stupid ugly girl like me?
I roll out of bed and place my bare feet on the cold college door room. I
am one of the few students who ended up in a single room, which I am
grateful for because I don’t know if I could handle being in a room with one
of the women I so desperately wished I could be like. As I stand up, I look
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