Ruby Tears by Pepper Winters EPUB & PDF – eBook Details Online
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- Authors: Pepper Winters
- Language: English
- Genre: Erotic Suspense
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Henri
WHO THE FUCK WAS I kidding?
I can’t do this.
I didn’t have the morals, the self-control, the strength.
Even suggesting I try to do this was like dumping an oblivious goat into
a T-Rex paddock. The goat thought he’d scored a good spot—a nice place
for a snack and a snooze, only to end up decapitated and spat all over the
foliage.
I honestly didn’t know if I was the T-Rex or the goat in this scenario.
Honestly, I was both.
It took all my fucking willpower to restrain myself. To smother the parts
of me that were rotten and monstrous all while doing my best to be good.
To be a genuinely nice guy who didn’t crave such debasement.
To be like him.
My half-brother who’d fought such urges and won. Who’d not only
survived with the inherited compulsion to cause tears and get hard on pain
but to also find a wife capable of leashing him.
Fuck, I wanted that.
I wanted the freedom to be me, all while too shit terrified to even
approach a girl these days.
Not after what I’d done.
Not after what I’d wanted to keep doing.
The familiar black hunger clawed its way through me, and every
despicable part of me came out to play. My hearing seemed to sharpen, my
nose became more acute to the scents of writhing, sweaty bodies dancing in
the club around me; even my teeth ached as if they could lengthen, ready to
puncture sweet flesh and lap up the hot essence inside—
Christ, stop it.
Do you hear yourself, Ri?!
My fist spasmed around my glass of whiskey.
The cheap imitation crystal fractured, cracked, then exploded into
shards, tearing through the meat of my palm and drenching my newly
purchased suit in liquor.
“Merde, you okay, Ward?”
Ward.
The name on my falsified birth certificate but not my true name.
My true name I’d only just found out, and under no circumstances could
it be uttered around this scum.
Cursing under my breath, I glanced at the man beside me.
The man I’d painstakingly stalked, befriended, and done whatever it
took to gain his trust. Six months it’d taken. Six months to slime my way
into his inner circle when I should’ve run in the opposite direction.
He was the type of human I did my utmost to avoid because he
represented who I truly was at my core. Each time I hung out with him—
slowly evolving from shared drinks with acquaintances to watching darkweb porn in his den—I came face to face with the monster inside me.
It clawed and snarled. It thirsted for things not normal. It howled for
things not sane. My dreams were full of despicable deeds, and my body
hardened at the foulest images. The first time I’d been invited to his house
to watch some sick shit he subscribed to, I’d had to run to the bathroom to
throw up.
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