Like Ashes In The Wind by B C Morgan EPUB & PDF – eBook Details Online
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- Authors: B C Morgan
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- Genre: Contemporary Romance Fiction
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PRESENT
Staring at my reflection in the mirror, I can’t help but wonder how I got
here. Waiting for Mason to pick me up so we can go celebrate our one-year
anniversary.
It may not seem like such a big deal to most people, it’s only a year…
right?! Well, not to me. There used to be this boy, one I foolishly allowed
myself to believe I was in love with, who broke my young, naïve heart.
Because of him, I’ve never been in a long-term relationship. Usually a
month or two went by, before I got cold feet, or I’d start comparing them to
the memory of a guy I no longer knew. That’s if I ever really knew him.
The guy I remembered so fondly would never have rejected me so harshly,
breaking my fragile little heart, and leaving it as nothing more than dust and
ash to float away on the wind.
He haunted my dreams for too long. Had a power over me that I
foolishly handed to him, I could never move on from the idea and fantasy I
had held onto for most of my teenage years.
I’m not sure when it changed, if it even did. Sure, a year with Mason
has flown by quickly, and I finally, feel happy. I know I care for him, maybe
even love him? Luckily in a healthier way than I had ever felt before. I also
believe he truly loves and cares for me too. Sure we have our problems,
what couple doesn’t? He can get a little pushy and sometimes forgets the
rules I’ve made to protect myself, and he works late more often than not
now, but I am happy… at least compared to anything I’ve felt with a guy
before. The thing that worries me, is how do I know I’ve truly let go and
moved on from my past? Maybe a year is the only sign I need, so why am I
standing here, waiting for my fella to arrive while thinking about my ‘what
if’ guy?
Trying to shake off my thoughts, I fix the black that lines my eyes,
making the sea-blue of my eyes pop. My long blonde hair is half up, with
the rest curled loosely, and I’ve donned a knee length pale blue dress. I’m
not sure what Mason has planned, but this feels safe. Especially paired with
my black ballet slippers, and cardigan.
Butterflies swirl in my stomach, as I think back on the look he gave me
before heading back to his place this morning. Mason’s eyes had swam with
love and wonder, and for a moment I swear he was going to say those three
huge words that change everything.
Just because I know he loves me, it
doesn’t mean we’ve actually said it to one another. There have been
moments when the timing has felt right, but the words have somehow
always refused to come. Maybe that’s why I’m not as excited by tonight as I
probably should be.
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